Current mood:	pissed off
Current music:	Plain White T's - All That We Needed (album)

I'm gonna copy and paste what I've been telling everyone about what happened with allie on saturday night. Here goes.



Ok, so at the mall before the party, Adam (Josh's best friend) tells Hannah that Allie cheated on me with Josh at his house. At the party, Hannah tells Brandon, and then they both tell me. Me and Morgan go out and skate for a bit, we come out and Allie is sitting on a bench shaking violently, and Ashley says she felt like she was gonna pass out and thats why. So we talked to her for a bit.
Then me and Morgan sat down on a bench across from them and we were sitting together, and in 20 minutes we hadn't really done anything, I had just kissed her normally, not even making out, like 4 times, that's all. But Allie goes "If you two are going to do that can you please move somewhere else?!?!?!?" and I'm like "NO!!" cuz we weren't even doing much. So she got up and moved, and Ashley came over and explained that it was a mixture of fear cuz at one point allie couldn't breathe and annoyance at, uh, us I guess. It bothers her to see me and Morgan kiss (yet she and Josh were making out in the back of Hot Topic just hours before.) Anyway, I told ashley that I was pissed at allie right now and told her why, but I didn't think Ashley would go and tell Allie that I knew she cheated on me. (apparently she did it because she thought it wasn't true, she was wrong) So she told Allie and Allie comes up to me like 20 minutes later and starts bitching at ME for finding out from other people instead of asking her (I must say, WHAT. THE. FUCK?) And I just kinda sat there not really listening with this calm look on my face... anyway, so now everyone's finding out about it and most people are mad at her, and so she walks out, comes back and gets her stuff, then walks back out, and we all thought she left. She came back a half hour later, and asked to talk to me. She said she was really sorry about it and that she almost killed herself over it a couple of months ago, and that she's a really horrible person, and that she didn't mean for me to find out like that, she tried to bury it so I wouldn't have to find out and it wouldn't bother me, and I just didn't really say anything, and when she was done she went and sat down in a corner crying. Morgan and Hannah talked to her, I'm pretty sure they were comforting her cuz she got better. Now she want to be friends again. I don't.

Ok so Hannah and Allie hate each other worse than they ever did. I feel uh, responsible, for telling Ashley. But anyway, Hannah I'm sorry I got you in trouble >.< (Adam hates hannah, josh and allie are mad at adam, yeah....)

So I'm talking to Allie on AIM and she's trying to be nice but I'm making it hard on purpose, because I want to. And josh shows her what hannah said to him. She reposts it to me, and i agree with it (I'd already seen it before)Here's that part of the convo between me and allie:

Sayainangel: KaWaImAnGaGuRl: Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't know Allie allowed her boyfriend's to do that.
KaWaImAnGaGuRl: She got ever so pissed when Kyle spoke up for himself.
Sayainangel: isn't that nice
Mufinz: yep
Mufinz: its true
Sayainangel: you know
Sayainangel: that's not right
Mufinz: yes it is
Sayainangel: I can't deal with this
Sayainangel: my eyes burn from crying
Sayainangel: wrists hurt from bleeding
Sayainangel: and everything else hurts from skating
Sayainangel: I don't want what little self respect I have left hurt nor my feelings

Fucking drama queen! "omg my wrists hurt from bleeding, ooooh the emo!" they wouldnt hurt if you didn't fucking cut em! And I don't think she did either. She'll say anything for attention. Every time we're at the skating rink she causes a scene that makes her the center of attention. Even with the Joey thing, he was the one who was possibly gonna get arrested, yet she had a mental breakdown and was hysterical about it so she became the center of attention... it's sickening.

And this morning, there's more. Allie comes to school on time once in a blue moon, and she happened to today. So she and Hannah got into a big loud verbal fight. Then when she's done she asks me what I want for my birthday. you know what i want? I want her to leave me the fuck alone.

*few minutes go by*

Ok guess what just happened minutes ago. This:

Mdohone: do you want to discontinue our friendship?
Mufinz: yes
Mdohone: *sighs*
Mdohone: I was afraid so
Mdohone: guess I'm just not worth the hassle
Mdohone: bye

Ok, problem solved. *pushes easy button* Well, that's all that has to do with allie. On to everything else.



The rest of Saturday night was great! And Brandon likes Ashley! ^.^ And um, yeah, I dunno, it's cool. Whatever. Buh bye.